Sunday 30 September 2018

SUCKLED FROM HER CONSOLING BREASTS.


PRAYER PAUSE


Monday 1 October 2018, Teresa of Lisieux


SUCKLED FROM HER CONSOLING BREASTS.


Enter into the stillness of God within.


Reading ”Rejoice, Jerusalem, that you may be suckled, filled from her consoling breasts, that you may savour with delight her consoling breasts!” (Isaiah 66:10-14)


Reflection. The scriptures sometimes give us intimate descriptions of the promises of God for his people.  Teresa, in her early life, experienced this consolation in her family which seems to have been profondly filled with the Spirit. Her parents were patrons of the recent world meeting of families in Dublin.  She wrote that there seemed to be only a curtain between her and God.  Later, after she entered the convent, this curtain became a brick wall and she experienced dryness, distance and desolation. She shared with the One she loved his agony in the garden and every human being in one way or another walks that road.  Teresas never lost her trust in God and her joy. The same gift is offered to us.


Prayer. Lord, as we remember Teresa, may we too have the gift of great trust in you in our times of trial and be filled with your consoling joy.. Amen

















Saturday 29 September 2018

LAUNCHING A BOOK


LAUNCHING A BOOK           
I have just had the novel experience of “launching” a book, a collection of short pieces I wrote in recent years.  It is a word normally associated with ships – objects that are sometimes majestic and self-driven, like the Titanic, and sometimes fragile and at the mercy of the winds.  I do not know where I fit in but it is an anxious moment when you offer your words to the public. Will they think them light weight and to be soon forgotten or will they see a message there that endures?
Wilf Mbanga, editor of The Zimbabwean asked me, in 2005, to write a column for his new newspaper, I relished the opportunity to try to capture in words the fleeting thoughts that often crossed my mind as I reflected on events around me.. I was inspired in particular by two great explorers of words who put their experience on paper; the poet Gerard Manley Hopkins and the palaeontologist Pierre Teilhard de Chardin.  Both were Jesuits, the community to which I belong, and both were seeped in the spirit of our founder, Ignatius of Loyola, who loved to say, “We find God in all things.”
Hopkins’ poetry is laced through with the sparkle of the divine presence; in “finches’ wings” and “skies of couple-colour as a brinded cow.” Teilhard’s fascination as a small boy in Southern France in the late nineteenth century was in rocks - perhaps the oldest substance of our planet.  All his writings were a development of the theme of Romans, Chap. 8; creation is groaning in one great act of giving birth.  Teilhard would see our politics, our economics, our culture and all facets of our common life as expressions of this great yearning of the earth to come to fulfilment.
These were giants.  But in my own small way I have tried to see life as the working out of this dynamism, particularly in Zimbabwe.  Everything is an expression of our efforts to fulfil our destiny and our “hearts are restless” (Augustine) until we succeed.
In the forward to this book, which I call Beyond Appearances, I explain my approach: I do not look at the scriptures and see how we can apply them to our lives. Rather, I suggest, we need to look at our lives and see how the scriptures can make them catch fire.  I give the image of the sculptor who, where others see raw rock, sees a beautiful figure longing to emerge from its stony prison and he sets about releasing it.
An encouraging number of people came to the launch and positive things were said and books bought.
30 September 2018      Sunday 26B
Numbers 11:25-29       James 5:1-6                 Mark 9:8…48


Thursday 27 September 2018

WHO DO YOU SAY I AM?


PRAYER PAUSE


Friday 28 September, 2018


WHO DO YOU SAY I AM?


Enter into the stillness of God within.


Reading ”But you,” Jesus asked his disciples, “whom do you say I am?” (Luke 9:18-22)


Reflection. Yesterday we heard Herod asking, “who is this Jesus I hear so much abour?” He was expecting an answer which he could fit into his own comfortable frame of reference.  Jesus must be some kind of prophet. But here the disciples themselves have to answer the question and Peter speaks for them:  “You are the Christ (the Messiah) of God”  This answer was way beyond even their own understanding. They did not know it then but they were naming one who bridged heaven and earth and all the ages past and future: the alpha and the omega. When Pedro Arrupe was asked by an interviewer “Who is Christ for you?” He simply said “Everything.”


Prayer. Lord, give us a deep knowledge of who you are and expand our hearts to love you and serve you in your brothers and sisters, especially the poorest. Amen

















Wednesday 26 September 2018

WHO IS THIS JESUS?


PRAYER PAUSE


Friday 27 September, 2018


WHO IS THIS JESUS?


Enter into the stillness of God within.


Reading ”So who is this I hear such reports about?” And he was anxious to see Jesus,  (Luke 9:1-9)


Reflection. Who is Jesus?  Herod asked this question and people have been asking it ever since. Some of us were taught the answer in our catechism: “Jesus Christ is Son of God and Son of Mary.” We got the answer right and maybe movd on to the next catechism question.  But others we read of in the scriptures were not so easily satisfied.  Mary of Magdala, for instance, “sat at the feet of Jesus and listened to him.” She pondered deeply  in her heart who this person was. And the question remains for each generation.  Are we merely curious and easily satisfied with answers ?  Or do we long to understand and grow in a deep love for this person who loves us so much?  


Prayer. Lord, help us to know you better and love you more and follow you more closely. Amen

















Friday 21 September 2018

A MAN FOR OUR TIME


A MAN FOR OUR TIME
The 10th of September 1979 was the day we held the funeral for John Bradburne in the Catholic Cathedral in Harare (or Salisbury as it still was then). I gave the homily to a packed congregation .
The 10th of September 2018 was the day we held the funeral for Celia Brigstocke, John’s niece, at Milford in Surrey, in the UK. I again gave the homily, this time too to the many who gathered to mourn and celebrate Celia..
This amazing coincidence of the date – it was also the day (in 1979) the Lancaster House talks began that would lead to the independence of Zimbabwe - underlines the close connection between uncle and niece, for it fell to Celia to gather all the material about John that has emerged since his death 39 years before. She collected an archive in her home in Hereford of the poems John wrote, the letters he sent and the testimonies about his life from people many claiming to have been healed through his intercession,
Celia, and her husband Tim, struggled with the surge of interest in John which gradually gathered round a desire to see John beatified.  This was unchartered territory for both of them and there was some ambivalence in the response of those who could help take the cause forward.   This was not due to any lack of appreciation of John but just a reluctance to navigate the complex processes the Catholic Church lays down for such a step.  Our incapacity to find a way – both in Zimbabwe where John spent the crowning years of his life – and England where it all began – led to the process stalling.
It was at this moment that two things happened: Celia became ill with a cancer that was to prove fatal and a “postulator” or official promoter of the cause was appointed by Rome. It would seem these two events are connected: Celia’s giving of herself totally led to a breakthrough in the project she was devoted to.
So the cause for the beatification of John Bradburne is beginning.  The postulator, Enrico (I do not have his family name to hand) interviewed those whom he could and he was quite piercing in his questions.  There will be many more searching questions and part of the process is to try to find reasons why John should NOT be beatified.  There will be a “trial” according to Church law.
A further development this year is the English publication of Didier Rance’s Le Vagabond de Dieu, The Vagabond of God. It is a wonderful book for anyone who really wants to know John.  It recounts his wanderings but in particular it describes in sensitive detail the terrible struggles he had in his last years.  We knew the ever smiling joking John. What we did perhaps not know was the immense cost of his discipleship of Jesus.  There were times when John felt rejected by nearly everyone.  He was laughed at, expelled from Mutemwa and had to live “outside.”  His accommodation was that of a poor man and his food negligible. Finally he had an agony and a thirst, a Pilate-like attempted reprieve and finally death in a hidden place near the Mutoko road.
The place did not remain hidden for long and since 1979 there has been an immense explosion of interest and devotion.  This is no place to go into details but what is glaringly obvious is that John showed a flint-like determination to follow the way he felt drawn. Nothing mattered except his search for God.  Everything else - food, clothing, shelter, convenience or comfort came way down in his list of priorities.  So focused was he that he would not allow himself the joys of marriage and family life. He lived a solitary life in a tin hut totally content with the space it gave him to pursue the one goal of his life.
And one final thing. It was Heather Benoy who said, “Mutemwa made John.”  What I take her to mean is that John had spent almost fifty years searching for his way and all who knew him in those early years knew him as an exceptionally holy person. But it was Mutemwa that crowned it all.  There he combined his intense inner search with a total giving of himself in service to the people living with leprosy.  It was not a pleasant job and at first he recoiled from it.  But he soon embraced the life and his early years at Mutemwa were the happiest of his life. He would often write to his great friend John Dove, “I have found my place at last”
David Harold Barry  . . 

Tuesday 18 September 2018

LOVE IS ALWAYS PATIEN


PRAYER PAUSE


Wednesday 19 September, 2018


LOVE IS ALWAYS PATIENT


Enter into the stillness of God within.


Reading ”Love is always patient and kind; it is never jealous,”  (1 Cor 12:31…13:13)


Reflection. Paul is explaining to the new Christians in Corinth the meaning of the good news.  He sees rivalries and divisions arising in the community and tells them this is not the way.  Then he gives them this teaching on love that has come to us over the ages. “Love is patient.” We use that word ‘love’ so much and we experience it in our families and relationships. But sometimes we forget that it is a “long desire” (John Bradburne) that has a cost.  In a relationship I have to totally accept and respect the other persn – not as I want them to be – but as they are. That is not easy.  I want them to be someone else, do things differently, think other thoughts.  But they don’t.  They are who they are.  Sometimes they are sick or disabled. To love is to accept them just as they are. And once they discover they are accepted they relax and grow – and maybe change!    


Prayer. Lord, help us to accept and respect each other and so travel the long road to love. Amen

















Monday 17 September 2018

THE LORD FELT SORRY FOR HER


PRAYER PAUSE


Tuesday 18 September, 2018


THE LORD FELT SORRY FOR HER


Enter into the stillness of God within.


Reading ”When the Lord saw her he felt sorry for her. “Do not cry,” he said, (Luke 7:11-17)


Reflection. This passage starts with, “Jesus went o a town called Nain.”  The sudden change of name to the title “Lord” alerts us to something. This is one of Jesus’ “signs” or “miracles” but it is given great solemnity by Luke.  In this brief ep[isode we  are given a glimpse of our compassionate God, reaching down to suffering humanity and raising us up . The power of the moment was not lost on the bystanders. They were “filled with awe.”  “God has visited his people.” We pause to allow the suffering of our world today to soak into our consciousness and hearts.  And we pray to be able to bring that consolation of God to those in great distress.”.  .


Prayer. Lord, help us to show your compassion to our suffering sisters and brothers and especially the children who are caught up in traumas over which they have no control.   Amen 






































Sunday 16 September 2018

THE FOCUS OF MY LIFE


THE FOCUS OF MY LIFE
“People should not be ambivalent themselves just because everything else is. … Do people exist today who never tire of undividedly focusing all their thoughts and desires on a single objective?”  These are the words of a 21 year old girl to her boyfriend, a soldier in the German army during the early years of the Second World War.  Sophie Scholl was writing to Fritz Hartnagel who was beginning to question his own involvement in Hitler’s objectives.
Sophie was part of a group of students in Munich University who realised what was happening –as many in Germany did at the time - and decided to protest.  Secretly they composed leaflets denouncing the Nazis’ aims and deeds, and circulated them in many of the cities of Germany.  It was extremely dangerous and eventually they were caught, “tried” and executed by guillotine.  Sophie never flinched throughout her trial and up to the moment of her death she spoke to all of the evil and disastrous consequences of supporting Hitler’s aims.
We too live in an ambivalent world, though not as cruel as it as then.  I have just been to Europe; where I stayed, rapid trains run to the centre of London every three minutes and nearly everywhere  multiple and varied services are available. 
And yet, despite the abundance of choices, there is a deep felt desire for something that satisfies the heart: a thirst for relationship and yet an inability to achieve it.  There is a desire for community together with a desire to pursue individual goals and it seems often impossible to join these two together.  In Zimbabwe today we want the common good: we want to see justice for all the people.  But often we only want these things so long as they do not interfere with my own goals, my own programme.  Sophis’s words, “People should not be ambivalent themselves just because everything else is”, are a direct call to us today to focus our lives.  What do I really want? Sophie backs up her words with the witness of her life. She died for these words.  She could not tolerate ambivalence in herself and she wanted passionately to convey this message to Fritz and to others. “Where your treasure is, there will your heart be too.”
16 September 2018                 Sunday 24 B
Isaiah 50:5-9                            James 2:14-18                         Mark 8:27-35   

Thursday 13 September 2018

THE SON OF MAN MUST BE LIFTED UP


PRAYER PAUSE


Friday 14, 2018, The Triumph of the Cross


THE SON OF MAN MUST BE LIFTED UP


Enter into the stillness of God within.


Reading ”The Son of Man must be lifted up as Moses lifted up the serpent in the sdesert” (John 3:13-17)


Reflection. There are two major moments in the Christian year: Christmas which celebrates God becoming human in Jesus, and Easter which celebrates Jesus confronting evil and overcoming it. We too became human beings at our moment of conception and we too, in order to become full human, must confront evil in our ourselves and in the world. We had no choice in the former; we have every choice in the latter. The cross is the sign of our choices. We either identify with it, and the one who was lifted up on it, or we reject it and fail to become fully human. .Today’s feast is a moment to remember aggin Good Friday and its message to us.


Prayer. Lord, help us to make our choice in union with the desire of your heart: that the kingdom of the Father may come.  Amen 






































Book Launch


May I post this on this site?  It is a selection of the sort of reflections which later appeared here.

Weaver Press and the Mashonaland Irish Association warmly invite you to the launch of Beyond Appearances by Father David Harold Barry, SJ at the Audio Visual Centre Arrupe College, 16 Link Road, Mount Pleasant, Harare, on Saturday, 29th September at 11.00 a.m. Light refreshments will be served Copies of the book will be available.

Wednesday 12 September 2018

HE PICKED OUT TWELVE


PRAYER PAUSE

Tuesday 11, 2018

PRAYER PAUSE


Tuesday 11, 2018

HE PICKED OUT TWELVE


Enter into the stillness of God within.

Reading.  “It happened in those days that Jesus went onto the mountain to pray: and he spent the whole night in prayer to God. When day came he summoned his disciples and picked out twelve of them.”  (Luke 6:12-16)



Reflection. I have not written these reflections for some time.  I found it impossible when contstantly on the move. But I am about to return to Africa after a long break and I hope to settle down in one plece again! Apologies, if I have disappoinbted anyone by my silence.
I find today’s reading a good place to restart.  This simple short description, in the gospel writers’ usual economic style, actually announces th start of the community that Jesus founded, which we call the Church. He committd his work to human beings, with their weaknesses; their desire for power, advancement and wealth, their jealousies and evasions of duty and so forth. The faults of the Church were fully listed in the Irish papers recently when the pope visited. Yet Jesus handed over to us, weak people, the work of bringing about his kingdom.  We may feel unequal to the task butthere is no one else to do it.

Prayer. Lord, help us to grasp the meaning of your words “When you pray, say ‘Thy kingdom come’.  Amen 







































Enter into the stillness of God within.

Reading.  “It happened in those days that Jesus went onto the mountain to pray: and he spent the whole night in prayer to God. When day came he summoned his disciples and picked out twelve of them.”  (Luke 6:12-16)



Reflection. I have not written these reflections for some time.  I found it impossible when contstantly on the move. But I am about to return to Africa after a long break and I hope to settle down in one plece again! Apologies, if I have disappoinbted anyone by my silence.
I find today’s reading a good place to restart.  This simple short description, in the gospel writers’ usual economic style, actually announces th start of the community that Jesus founded, which we call the Church. He committd his work to human beings, with their weaknesses; their desire for power, advancement and wealth, their jealousies and evasions of duty and so forth. The faults of the Church were fully listed in the Irish papers recently when the pope visited. Yet Jesus handed over to us, weak people, the work of bringing about his kingdom.  We may feel unequal to the task butthere is no one else to do it.

Prayer. Lord, help us to grasp the meaning of your words “When you pray, say ‘Thy kingdom come’.  Amen 





































Friday 7 September 2018

CHANGE YOUR WAY OF THINKING


CHANGE YOUR WAY OF THINKING
The Guardian displayed two stunning blue birds – Spix’s Macaws from Brazil – on its front page (5 September 2018) above the title, “Lost for ever.” The birds are among the species now extinct in the wild, one more indicator of the relentless advance of climate change due, in this case, to deforestation.
There are many more dramatic signs, such as the ice melting in the Arctic and the drying up of Lake Chad, but still people continue to exploit the earth, “our common home” (Pope Francis), seemingly regardless that they are destroying it.
‘Ephphata!’ Mark gives us the actual word of Jesus to the deaf and dumb man – ‘be opened’ - but he immediately orders the man to tell no one about it. We know that, for Jesus, his cures were not just to heal; they were signs with a meaning beyond the physical act of healing.  He knew people would stop at the cure and not look beyond.  So the solution was not to tell anyone until later when, as Mark sees it, after the passion they would understand.
Being open to the truth can require a kind of death; a death to my own prejudice.. I have to struggle to accept what I don’t want to hear but what I now know is true.  This is not easy.  We develop our ideas and can become set in them, comfortable in them.  We can be simply not open to other opinions.  This was the tragedy of Rhodesia and it became the tragedy of Zimbabwe.  Even today people are simply not open to ways of thinking that are contrary to their own. 
So Jesus is saying to the formerly deaf and dumb man: “Don’t go round crowing that you have had your ears opened and your tongue loosened. That is not going to help anyone.  This is simply a sign that I have come to help people open their ears and witness to the truth with their words and lives.”  This is no simple matter: to change my way of thinking, to ‘convert’, takes a lot of courage and a lot of dying to self.
But Isaiah tell us it will happen and we will rejoice: “Then the ears of the deaf will be unsealed and the tongue of the dumb sing for joy, for water will gush in the dsesrt and steams in the wastelend.” We always need this perspective. The challenge is there but so is the joy for we will succeed.  This is the promise of the Messiah.
9 September 2018                             Sunday 23 B
Isaiah 35:4-7                           James 2:1-6                             Mark 7:31-37 

Monday 3 September 2018

NOTHING FROM OUTSIDE


NOTHING FROM OUTSIDE
“Nothing that goes into someone from outside can make that person unclean.” (Mark 7:15) These words of Jesus could be written in any self-help book about “how to” organise one’s own life.  Given personal human freedom, we do not have to be controlled by outside forces. In theory we are in charge.  We can make our own decisions.  In practice, it is not like that.  We are aware of how influences from outside, consciously and unconsciously, affect us so that often we do things that we immediately regret.   
The Incarnation, the coming of God into our flesh and walking our earth, was to help us be our true self.  If we look at Peter we see someone trying to be his true self, and showing flashes of courage and generosity, but in the end falling into a hopeless mess and “weeping bitterly.”  It was in that moment of profound bitterness and shame that he met Truth, a person who “turned and looked at him” (Luke 22:61) with infinite understanding and love.
This has been a hard week. Last Sunday I attended the Mass with Pope Francis in Dublin  over which hung the dark cloud of abuse and cover-up. Then today I read, in The Tablet, of the Independent Inquiry into Child Sex Abuse in two Benedictine schools in England.  I was at one of those schools and, in my day, I never heard a whisper of what is reported.  That is not to say it did not happen, or it happened after I left. All I remember is the devoted endeavour of the monks to give of their best so that we might have a rounded education.
But now this abuse is out in the open here and in many other countries.  And where it is still not yet out in the open it is likely to be sooner or later.  It all makes for bitterly sad reading.
To say, in the next breath, it is a moment of meeting Truth and a moment of healing, is perhaps to speak too quickly.  We cannot rush healing.  This will take time, painful time. I felt for Pope Francis in Dublin.  I felt he is carrying this burden for the Church.  He always asks us to pray for him but he is only doing that so that we may share his heavy burden.  There is definitely a way forward.  There is definitely a huge moment of growth and new life round the corner.  But we are not yet ready to think about it now.  We have too much mourning to do still.
2 September 2018                               Sunday 22 B
Deuteronomy 4:1…8                         James 1:17…27                  Mark 7:1…23