Sunday 28 February 2021

Day 12, Sunday, 28 February A peak experience

 

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Apologies for forgetting to post this yesterday

Day 12, Sunday, 28 February 

A peak experience

‘In Abraham Maslow's famous hierarchy of needs, self-actualization is located at the very top of the pyramid, representing the need to fulfil one's individual potential. According to Maslow, peak experiences play an important role in self-actualization.’ (Wikipedia)  

Psychologist Maslow is describing an experience that stretches human potential to its limit and the intense joy resulting. In today’s reading (Genesis 22: 1-18) we learn how the original Abraham had such an experience. He was asked by God to sacrifice his son on a mountain. In some mysterious way, which I doubt we, in our time, can understand, he summoned the courage to obey. God saw he was serious in preparing to make this immense sacrifice, stopped him actually doing it and flooded him with promises; ‘all the nations of the earth shall gain blessings for themselves because you have obeyed my voice.’ We are the inheritors of those blessings.

The gospel (Mark 9:2-10) announces that God himself will sacrifice his Son. This time there will be no holding back. But the announcement, made more explicitly by Luke (9:28-36), is set in the context of a glimpse of the glory of God on the mountain.

The readings, taken together, describe a peak in human experience, a stretching of mind and heart and will that is just awesome. Here we get some idea of what human beings are capable of. Faced with challenges, sometimes seemingly impossible situations, we can say; ‘yes, I am going to do this thing. I don’t know how, but I am going to do it.’ This is the faith of Abraham, the father of Jews, Christians and Muslims. This is the faith that expresses the peak of human experience. 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Day 13, Monday, 1 March The amount you measure out

 

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Day 13, Monday, 1 March 

The amount you measure out

The Old Testament is a story of peaks and troughs, high moments and low. The highs were the calling of Abraham, the formation of a community that would welcome the Messiah when he came, the establishment of Israel in ‘the promised land’ and the return from exile in Babylon. The lows were the rebellions in the desert, the wars, the abandonment of the covenant and the exile. Daniel (9:4-10), in exile, laments these disasters: ‘we have turned away.’

But Daniel also knows the ‘mercy and pardon’ of God and his words are shot through with promise for the future. This promise is revealed in the reading from Luke (6:36-38); ‘your Father is compassionate. Be like him. The amount you measure out is the amount you will be given back’. The words are an echo of the Our Father; ‘forgive us as we forgive others.’

It is so clear that our happiness in is our own hands. We don’t have to be miserable - unless we choose to be! This may sound a ridiculous, even hurtful, thing to say when you consider the terrible lives some people are living. The internet shows us all sorts, for example; the Rohingya refugees adrift in the open seas, fleeing poverty and persecution, vulnerable to unscrupulous traffickers as well as the storms and cyclones and facing an unwelcome reception in the country to which they are fleeing.  And we can think too of the children in our own cities who live on the streets.

Some of our fellow human beings are forced into terrible conditions. Prophets and political leaders liken their experience to the Jews in Egypt or in the Babylonian captivity. Closer to home, we know people who live in stressful circumstances. I know it is easy to say, yet all these human circumstances can be improved or put right. Lent is a reminder that we ‘measure ourselves against the obstacle’ (Antoine de St Exupéry, Wind, Sand and Stars).  It is a time when we rouse ourselves to resist being crushed by circumstances we cannot control. When we do so we bring out the best in ourselves.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Saturday 27 February 2021

 

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Day 11, Saturday, 27 February 

Going beyond what’s expected

When they first explored Antarctica there was a group that got into difficulties in the snow, the ice and the cold. They were trying to make it back to base but were exhausted and running out of food. One of them, Oates, quietly left the tent saying he was going out for a while and walked away to his own death, so that there would be enough food for the others.

People do heroic things and give us a glimpse of the greatness hidden in humanity. Lent reminds us of this hidden greatness in all of us and calls us to reflect how we can respond. Our Jewish ancestors in the faith were called to fidelity to a covenant, a basic keeping of their promises to Yahweh. (Deuteronomy 26: 16-19). Building on this foundation, Jesus says to his followers, ‘you have heard it said…’, referring to such texts as Deuteronomy, ‘But I say to you…’ and he goes on to make the most amazing demand which we still can’t swallow even after two thousand years, ‘… love your enemies’. (Matthew 5:43-48).

The history of our country, the history of every country, is full of failure to fulfil these words of Jesus. Yet he insists on them in the most solemn way. Often, we cannot even love the people we live with, leave alone our ‘enemies’.

But what does it mean: love your enemies? Jesus knows he is asking a lot. But he wants us to grow to our fullest capacity and this kind of love stretches our capacity to be fully human. It clearly does not mean just tolerance and respect for others, though it includes these. It is an active reaching out of our heart to others, believing they are doing the best they can, maybe sometimes consoling and strengthening them with words, forgiving them and seeing them as God’s beloved daughters and sons just as we are, even if they hurt and oppress us.

It is easy to ‘love those who love you’ (verse 46). What is much more demanding is to be patient with those you can’t stand! Try to build a bridge to them. Be ‘for’ them as Jesus was when he said, ‘this is my body, given for you.’  


A BIG STRETCH

 

A BIG STRETCH

There is a new refrain coming through the media which I find heartening. ‘No one is safe from Covid 19 until everyone is.’ If the virus lingers on in any part of the world, every part of the world is vulnerable. So the developed countries now know, from science and common sense, that it is not enough to vaccinate their own citizens. Every person on the planet has to be free of the virus, otherwise all are still at risk. So the effort has begun: to get the vaccine to all.

We used to say – Mandela used to say it most insistently – ‘no one is free until everyone is free’. We could nod our heads at that and still ignore it. The authors of apartheid, deep down in their hearts, must have known this. But we can delete the voice of conscience even if it lingers in the Recycle bin. The Shoah, the Holocaust, happened in my life time, a time when people were supposed to be ‘enlightened’ and no longer subject to primitive notions of threats to survival.

But we can’t ignore this. Unlike Ebola or HIV, it cannot be contained in one part of the world or by simple precautions. This virus is everywhere and requires unprecedented precautions to resist it. Every aspect of social intercourse is shadowed and masked. Politics, sport, concerts, theatre, church and bars – all are battened down as happens when a ship hits a storm.

It is almost a year now since it all began and we can recall the excitement of cleaner air, working from home, time to reflect, concern for others – all the experiences which seemed to be a gift at the time. The gloss of those days has worn thin as people have grown tired of the restrictions. But it will be of great interest to see what permanent changes we will make to our ways when the virus is finally defeated.

The one thing we carry away, for sure, is that we are all changed – or, at least, have been invited to be. The virus has stretched our humanity, hopefully, for the better. This Lent Sunday we read the astonishing story of Abraham sacrificing his son. Whatever we make of it, it remains a parable about the sacrifice of Calvary which was the biggest ‘stretch’ humanity has ever made. It is the foundational act of going out of ourselves for others. Nothing like it had ever happened before and will never happen again. It is the true pole of the earth. As the Carthusians say, ‘Stat Crux dum volvitur orbis’. The cross stands (firm and immovable) while the world goes round (and round).    

28 February 2021        Lent Sunday 2B          Gen 22:1…18      Rom 8:31-34          Mk 9:2-10

Thursday 25 February 2021

Day 10, Friday, 26 February Going deeper

 

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Day 10, Friday, 26 February 

Going deeper

My companion picked an apple for breakfast today. On chopping it up he found it was rotten at the core. There is a Shona proverb about that though it is about pumpkins. Looking nice on the surface but diseased within. Twice in our readings today the word ‘deep’ appears. Jesus says to his disciples, ‘if your virtue goes no deeper that the scribes and the Pharisees …’ (Matthew 5:20-26) and in Psalm (130) ‘Out of the depths I cry to you, O Lord…’

There is also a reading from Ezekiel (18:21-28) about the wicked person renouncing their old ways and God’s delight in them.

All these readings prompt us to go deeper into our lives. For example, when we judge others, we are saying, if I said or did what they are saying or doing it would be because I was impatient or jealous or whatever. Therefore they must be impatient or proud or stupid. But if we go deeper, we see that we can never know another person’s motives. So we can’t judge them. We can only trust them even if, on the surface, they seem hostile, negative or mindless.

And when we trust people, we can give them new life. Jean Vanier used to tell the story of the little handicapped girl who went to the market with her mother. When the mother had bought what she wanted the stall keeper asked the little girl what she would like. The mother answered, ‘she wants an orange.’ The stall keeper repeated her question looking at the girl, ‘What do you want?’ The mother again answered for her. The stall keeper ignored her and repeated the question a third time to the little girl who burst out happily saying, to her mother, ‘She thinks I’m real!’     

Going deeper can bring out the truth about ourselves and about others. We pray on this Friday – every Friday in Lent falls under the shadow of Good Friday – for the wisdom and courage to go deep (Luke 5:4).

Wednesday 24 February 2021

Day 9, Thursday, 25 February Giving a snake when you are asked for a fish

 

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Day 9, Thursday, 25 February

Giving a snake when you are asked for a fish

We had a revered man once who was a guide for younger Jesuits and I remember him quoting this saying of Jesus (Matthew 7:7-12) with an emphatic guffaw: ‘is there one among you who would give his son a snake when he asked for a fish?’ and he laughed heartily.  It was a clinching argument that God answers our prayers. It was impossible that he would not do so. Today’s first reading (Esther 4:17) is the story of how Esther finds herself the queen and has the dangerous task of pleading for her (Jewish) people. Fearfully, she prays that God will turn the heart of the king and save her people.

The persuasion of scripture is one thing. The actual experience of our lives is another. Are we really able to trust God when problems pile up; family issues, money issues, work issues? Is it a matter of sitting back and asking God to solve the issue? ‘You do it. I can’t cope’. No, it can’t be that. It is an attitude we develop. Ignatius of Loyola is said to have written to someone. ‘Work as if everything depends on you, and trust is if everything depends on God.’ Whether these are his actual words or not the saying does fit with his teaching.

God can only work in our lives if we do all that we can on our side. This is the meaning of the Incarnation. It is a meeting of the divine with the human. If we strive to do the best we can, we will find we make room for God to come and complete our efforts. If we sit on our hands and do nothing, we block the divine life flowing into our lives.

Why is it so difficult to trust? To trust others? To trust God? To trust ourselves?

Ruth Burrows puts it this way:

If I were to say that what I want to show people is what really matters is utter trust in God; that this trust cannot be there until we have lost all self-trust and are rooted in poverty; that we must be willing to go to God with empty hands, and that the whole meaning of our existence and the one consuming desire of the heart of God is that we should let ourselves be loved, many spiritual persons would smile at my naïveté.

Is there a contradiction between ‘trusting ourselves’ and ‘losing all self-trust’? It seems so. But on further reflection is not the real sign of our trusting ourselves that we are able to go beyond ourselves to trust another?

 

Tuesday 23 February 2021

Day 8, Wednesday, 24 February Noticing signs

 

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Day 8, Wednesday, 24 February

Noticing signs

Jesus is angry at their looking for a sign because the sign they wanted was reassurance that they could continue as they were. They would not have to make any changes. They were not open to change. They were OK. He referred to the story of Jonah (3:1-10) when the prophet, reluctantly, warned them they must repent or they would be heading for destruction. They took notice. And he reminded them of the Queen of the South who heard of Solomon and was curious and came to meet him. (Luke 11: 29-32). She took notice. She was a sign to ‘this generation’ of someone eager to learn, not simply satisfied with her lot.

Signs, even road signs, show us the way. I did a stupid thing on Saturday last getting lost in a part of the city I thought I knew well. I went miles out of the way until I saw a sign telling me where I was. Signs jolt us into new thinking.

This is a weighty Lenten theme because we form habits, usually good habits, of living together and working and so on. But Lent calls us to stop and notice signs, sometimes little things, that indicate we need to do something we had not thought about. We notice how people react to what we do or say; we notice our own spontaneous response to situations; we notice what upsets us, disturbs our peace.

Lent prompts us to look at these things and not just brush them aside.  Sometimes this can be quite a challenging thing to do. We are so prone to ‘settle’ into our ways and attitudes. I am reading about whites in Southern Rhodesia in the 1940s at the moment. They just did not want to face the obvious fact that their way of life was unsustainable. They would have to change if they were to survive. They didn’t change and they didn’t survive.

OK, that is all history. But it is a sign, every bit as much as Jonah and the Queen of the South. Am I, are we, living in a way that is authentic and open? Attentive to signs? Willing to change if they indicate I am on the wrong road? Tough questions. 

Monday 22 February 2021

Day 7, Tuesday, 23 February It will succeed

 

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Day 7, Tuesday, 23 February

It will succeed

Great news that a one-ton vehicle that looks like a tractor with many gadgets attached has landed on Mars intact. But up to the last second the hundreds of scientists who got it there were on edge. All our efforts may succeed – but they may also ‘fail’. What our readings today say is there is no such thing as ‘failure’ in God’s plan or reign. Isaiah (55:10-11) gives a brief parable. Rain falls enabling plants to grow and life to flourish. That is certain. So it is with God’s great plan for his creation. It won’t fail – despite wars, viruses and climate change. But it may not succeed in the way we expect.

Let’s take that no further now. The point here is, whatever our personal circumstances – unemployment, sickness, homelessness, loneliness – our prayer and our union with God through Jesus and in the Spirit guarantees success in the most basic thing, our life. I have – and I am sure you have – known people whose lives seem to have been a wreck. Nothing seems to have gone right for them. Yet they died with a smile on their face. But this probably only comes if one is at peace with oneself, despite the wreckage, and able to see beyond the visible evidence of ‘failure.’  

Today’s readings speak of prayer and prayer lifts us above visible evidence to what we call hope. Hope is not a wish for success. ‘I hope the weather will be fine.’ ‘I hope my daughter passes her exams.’ Hope is a certainty about things unseen. It sounds like a contradiction. How can you hope for something that will certainly happen? The Christian view is; you can. What makes it hope is that you have not got it yet. But you certainly will. Hope stretches our hearts as football stretches our skills.

In Matthew 6:7-15 we have the version of the Our Father we are most familiar with. It is all about hope. ‘Your kingdom come! Your will be done! Give us today our daily bread.’ If we believe – and this is not something we can switch on – we will know these things are certain. We can note that the word ‘bread’ appears in both our readings and this alerts us to what we are considering. If we have rain and do the required work, we will have bread. If we have the Word in our heart and do the required work (prayer), we will have our ‘daily bread’. This is not just food for the body but reverence and love for others and for the planet, and courage to promote the best in both.

Sunday 21 February 2021

Day 6, Monday, 22 February An obstacle in a blind person’s way

 

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Day 6, Monday, 22 February

An obstacle in a blind person’s way

It is good to be aware of the purpose behind the choice of readings in Lent. Why these readings today? The first is an excerpt from the law written on tablets and given to Israel. (Leviticus 19:1-2, 11-18) which lays out in detail how the people were to relate to one another and ends with the ‘catch-all’ command, ‘you must love your neighbour as yourself.’ The second, the gospel (Matthew 25:31-46) written on the hearts of all women and men, invokes a blessing on all people whoever they are, ‘take for your heritage the kingdom prepared for you since the foundation of the world’.

Both readings give examples of relationships, the first telling us what we should not do and the second what we should: ‘Feed the hungry, welcome the stranger’. As we ponder them, we realise their relevance for today. We still have so much starvation, so many migrants. And it is good to notice things we might otherwise pass over. For example, ‘you must not put an obstacle in a blind man’s way.’ I remember seeing a film years ago, made by Luis Buñuel, in which children make fun of a blind man, putting things in his way and laughing when he fell over. It was shocking.

It was shocking because we could so easily understand what an evil thing it was to do. We might say, ‘But they were only children.’ But we know immediately that is no excuse. They should have known better. Then we might say, ‘I would never have done something like that.’ But that is the rub. That is Buñuel’s point. We do things without thinking. Many are harmful, even shocking. In our relationships with one another on the family or the work level. Or on the political or international level. We should know better.

So, we start this first week of Lent examining these readings and trying to get ‘under their skin’. What are they saying to me? Where is the invitation Jesus is making to me? What is the kind of things I do – or don’t do – that I might look at? Where should I know better?

Saturday 20 February 2021

Day 5, Sunday, 21 February

 

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Day 5, Sunday, 21 February

It was desirable

The first Sunday in Lent could be called ‘Temptation Sunday’. It is a moment to look at this experience which we have known from our earliest years. The word means ‘to test’. Like Covid vaccine. It has to go through trials before it can be used. Will it produce good results? Or like training. Time spent in training helps a soldier to be ready when the action starts.

So we get this story of the first woman and man. They were tested. Would they take the tough road of growing into the fullness of their humanity? Or would they get drawn away by something that looked ‘desirable and pleasing to the eye’ but which would ultimately diminish them. We know what they chose. It is a story (Genesis 3:1-7) to tell us how the ancients viewed our dilemma, how we refused to grow. We have a name for it: sin.

The Bible tells us of the consequences; the triumphs and catastrophes of our history then - and now. Paul’s letters (for example, Roman 5:12-19) and the gospels tell us how God saw our plight and came to rescue us. He became one of us, flesh and blood like us. He shared our thirst, our hunger, our tiredness – and our temptations (Matthew 4:1-11). He saw through what was ‘desirable and pleasing to the eye’. He refused to take that road.

He took another road, the road less travelled (Robert Frost);

Two roads diverged in a wood, and I—

I took the one less travelled by,

And that has made all the difference.

 

Jesus etched it in our memory with the words; ‘Unless you renounce yourself, you cannot be with me.’ You cannot come to the fullness of life. To renounce here is to give up the easy way out. An athlete gets nohere without hours of training. A musician never develops without hours of practice. It is all testing, testing, testing.

 

We fall, we rise, we fall, we rise. Our life is to keep pushing, pushing against the wind that wants to drive us back to the easy road, the one most travelled by.

 

 

 

Friday 19 February 2021

LENT AND GREEN TEA

 

LENT AND GREEN TEA

As soon as we hear the word ‘temptation’ – and the first Sunday of Lent is all about temptation – various thoughts come to mind. We have our own private versions. And there are known varieties common to all of us. But what we could perhaps look at are the hidden ones; things we are not even aware of. Doris Lessing, in her autobiography, Under My Skin, speaks of the attitudes of most whites to blacks in Southern Rhodesia in the 1940s. Those whites seemed to be totally unaware of the numbing impact of their attitudes not only on black people but, in a different way, on themselves and the possibility of their having a future in the country.

Decades later, we can see all that clearly. But can we allow that we too may be the victims of attitudes we are not aware of now? The media influences us and we can choose those channels of information that reinforce our way of thinking. It can be extremely difficult to wrench ourselves out of views we are comfortable with and face alternatives.

Members of my family fought and died in two world wars and, growing up, I unquestioningly adopted views about the people they fought. Over the years I have been tempted – that word again – to continue to view the world in terms of ‘them’ and ‘us’. A moment of awakening came when two planes appeared in the sky over New York on 11 September 2001 and attacked and destroyed the Twin Towers. The Americans had allies and sympathisers around the world when they responded by setting out to destroy the perceived enemy. William Johnston, a Jesuit who had spent all his life in Japan, sat down with a group of his students and discussed the event while they drank green tea.

The students pointed out that 56 years earlier on 6 August 1945, another plane appeared over a Japanese city, Hiroshima, and dropped a bomb that killed 100,000 people and wounded a similar number. Both events - in New York and earlier in Hiroshima - the students pointed out, were fuelled by hatred and a conviction that ‘we are right’ and ‘they are wrong’. This attitude, these convictions, are still strong in the world today. We are tempted to cling to them because they are reassuring and any attempt to listen to the other side, to hear opinions different from ours, threatens us. We may be seen as weak.      

The Japanese students, Johnston wrote, pointed out that “Asian thought, on the other hand, was ‘grey’, flexible, tolerant. It stressed ‘both-and’ rather than ‘either-or’”. That is also my experience of Africa thought, if one may speak generally. Kenneth Kaunda saw no contradiction in being a ‘Scientific Socialist and a Christian’ – something anathema to the either-or view.

So, on the first Sunday of Lent we read how Jesus was tempted. The details given need some interpretation but behind them all is the temptation to avoid the truth. Lent is a time to face the truth – about myself, about others and about the world.  

21 February 2021        Lent Sunday 1 B         Gen 9:8-15      1 Pet 3:18-22   Mk 1:12-15

Day 4, Saturday, 20 February

 

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Day 4, Saturday, 20 February

Your light will shine

The opening days of Lent are dominated by the words of Isaiah. ‘If you do away with the yoke … your light will rise in the darkness’ (Isaiah 58:9-14). You make a choice and it has good consequences. Your emphasis is on the process not on the result. The poet T. S. Eliot says,

Take no thought for the harvest,

But only of proper sowing.

 

In other words, focus on what you are doing without thinking of what you will get out of it. Pope Francis puts it another way: ‘Time is greater than space.’ Don’t think of owning a big house, a nice car, a lot of money; do what you are doing now with great attention and love and let the results surprise you for they will surely come.

 

Note. I worked for many years in promoting development projects. Our partners, who supported us with funds, liked ‘results-based programmes’. This is understandable because one can be tempted to simply fulfil a programme – you get the money whether it is fruitful or not - without seriously asking what impact it has. But this is not inconsistent with the words of Isaiah – or Francis or Eliot. Ignoring the probable impact is not ‘proper sowing’.

 

Our joy is in doing what we are called to do – no matter what the consequences. We may identify the call as coming from our talents, our vocation or simply God. However we experience it we have a sense that it comes from deep within. From our heart’s desire. That’s the whole point. When the disciples are curious about Jesus (John 1: 37) and want to know more, ‘he turned round to face them and asked them, “What do you want?”’ They did not know what they wanted at that point and fudged their reply by asking him a question, ‘where do you live’. And he replied, ‘come and see’. 

 

Often, we are not clear what we want. I may feel dissatisfied with my life at the moment but am not clear what I can do about it. That is where the invitation comes to us, ‘Come and see’. By the end of John’s gospel the disciples knew where Jesus lives. He lives in the Father and he lives in each of us if we ‘come and see.’ To come and see is to become clear about my own situation in life: where I stand and what I can do. With that knowledge I will soon discover that ‘my light will shine in the darkness.’ 

Thursday 18 February 2021

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Day 3, Friday, 19 February

Break every yoke

 

When the Jesuits first came to Monze, Zambia, Fr Joseph Moreau started to train local oxen to pull the plough. They had never before been ‘under the yoke’ and did not submit easily. Moreau wrote, ‘the oxen were fighting for the freedom of their species!’ In the end they surrendered and ploughing was quickly adopted with great results.

 

A yoke, or harness, is useful for ploughing, drawing carts and so forth but Isaiah (58:1-9) is speaking of the ‘unjust yoke’ where a person, or animal, is burdened beyond endurance. As we begin Lent, we are invited to examine the ‘yokes’ in our lives. Isaiah tells us the Lord is not interested in our prayers and fasting if we are all the time ignoring our yokes! In other words, what are the ways we burden ourselves or other people?

 

Jesus often tells the Pharisees they are more interested in how they appear than in how they are. ‘These people honour me with their lips while their hearts are far from me’ (Matt 15:8). Do we find ourselves saying prayers, reading the bible, going to Church and the rest, but not being awake to what we are doing? We burden ourselves by paying attention to the wrong things. The Pharisee in the temple spends his time congratulating himself for his way of life while the tax collector beats his breast and cries, ‘Lord, have mercy on me a sinner’ (Luke 18:9-14). 

Wednesday 17 February 2021

Day 2, Thursday, 18 February

 

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Day 2, Thursday, 18 February

A Choice.

Lent wastes no time in getting to the point. It is a matter of choice. We go right back to Deuteronomy (30:15-20) written 3,000 years ago: ‘I set before you life and prosperity, death and disaster. … Choose life, then, so that you and your descendants may live in the love of the Lord your God …’

 

Maybe it is not so simple. I cannot choose because my circumstances do not allow me. Yet, I can always choose – no matter what the circumstances! I am thinking, for example, of people in prison I have met. They cannot choose to walk out the door. But they can choose how they will live the time that they are inside. They can choose to be hopeful, helpful to others, cheerful, patient – always ‘singing in their heart’. Or they can choose to be miserable, counting the days, nursing a grudge against someone and full of self-pity. The former can be happy, even in prison, while the latter choose to be unhappy!

 

The gospel draws us deeper into the mystery of human life. Happiness is not accumulating things, getting my own way, dominating others. Happiness is in getting out of myself and being there for others, ‘renouncing self and taking up my cross every day’ (Luke 9:22-25). Happiness is the opposite of thinking of myself and my property, my reputation, my pleasure, my, my, my! Happiness is in ‘emptying’ myself, ‘losing my life’.

 

I think we have all grasped it at times: the joy we have in giving a present, doing a job for someone without looking for payment, reaching out to someone in trouble. There are many times in which we glimpse what Jesus means by ‘losing one’s life’.

 

We have this power to choose. Everyone has it. It is the most beautiful thing about human beings. Choosing well is what makes us more human, makes us grow as people, helps us build a better family, make a better society, create a better world.

 

Enjoy the day!

Tuesday 16 February 2021

RETREAT IN LENT 2021 Day 1, Ash Wednesday, 17 February

 

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Day 1, Ash Wednesday, 17 February

Matthew 6:1-6, 16-18 opens the season of Lent. It recalls the three traditional ways we can live this season:

·        helping others especially the poor, ‘your left hand must not know what your right is doing’

·        prayer, ‘go to your private room and pray to your Father who is in that secret place’

·        fast, ‘so that no one will know what you are doing’

The emphasis is on intimacy, secrecy and sincerity. This is a matter between you and God. You are cut off from the gaze of the world. What you do is the real ‘you’. There can be no pretense, no show. You are alone, as if you were on your own in a prison cell! Your relationship is now stripped down, laid bare. ‘Simon Peter, do you love me?’ Jesus wants the truth. The question is repeated a second time. And a third time. Peter is distraught; ‘Lord, you know everything, you know I love you’ (John 21:17).

Peter helps us. There are other instances in the gospel where he is shaken. When he sees the catch of fish, he is shocked and cries, ‘leave me, Lord, this is too much’ (Luke 5:8). Again, he reacts to Jesus’ words that he would ‘suffer grievously’ in Jerusalem in horror, ‘No, no! Let that not happen to you!’ And Jesus says to him sharply, ‘Get out of my way; you are an obstacle in my path’ (Matt 16:23). And when Peter’s courage collapses completely and he denies ever knowing him, Jesus turns and looks on him with love and understanding (Luke 22:61).

So, on this first day I can try to be honest with myself. I can try to get behind all the outward show I put on when I am with others. We wear masks on these Covid days but, in another way, we are always wearing a mask, always hiding our true self from others – and even from ourselves.

So I desire to know myself as I am known by God and come before him with truth and honesty. 

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People like receiving ashes. I wonder why? The practice surely comes from the book of Genesis (3:19): ‘you are dust and to dust you will return.’ One day, I will be a handful of dust! 

Thursday 11 February 2021

SO GREAT A MYSTERY

 

SO GREAT A MYSTERY

Quintus Aurelius Symmachus, a Roman senator in late antiquity, was horrified by the Emperor Constantine’s conversion to Christianity. The traditional religion of ancient Rome was now labelled ‘pagan’ and the basilicas and shrines of the gods were either pulled down or converted to Christian use. We were taught it was all a ‘good thing’, this conversion of the emperor, but Symmachus protested, ‘We gaze up at the same stars; the sky covers us all; the same universe encompasses us. Does it matter what practical system we adopt in our search for the Truth? The heart of so great a mystery cannot be reached by following one road only.’

St Ambrose was not amused. It was the central tenant of Christianity then and since: there was ‘one road only’ to the great Truth and Jesus had revealed it. Everything else, as Paul said in another context, was ‘garbage’. Today we would like to give Symmachus another hearing. There are millions of people on our planet who do not share the Christian ‘one road only’ view and we have learnt to respect and appreciate what they hold dear. It is not only people of other faiths, like the Muslims and Buddhists, but people of no explicit faith who lead lives of integrity and generosity.

And if Symmachus was around today he would feel further support for his view if he looked at the divisions among Christians. The spectrum is wide though not as intense as it was in the sixteenth century when we burned, hanged and quartered each other. And if we narrow our zoom even more and look at Catholics for a moment, we will see another spectrum. We are familiar with the label – that word again – ‘conservative’ and ‘progressive’ but we say there is one thing on which we all agree: the Eucharist is the heart of our faith.

But is it? I know two good, devoted and generous women who have quite different ‘takes’ on the Eucharist. One was a hermit, drawn out of her solitude by the BBC when they discovered her talent for explaining and commenting on art. She was taken to many places – Paris, Rome, New York – but there was always one condition. The BBC had to provide means for her to go to Mass each day. What they made of this isn’t recorded but each day a taxi driver in a foreign city had to scratch his head to find a Catholic Church in the early morning.

The other woman, equally generous and devoted, sat lightly on the Catholic custom of regular participation at the Eucharist. She did not feel the need and was irritated by the priest always being a man and often preaching bland sermons. She would have much sympathy for Symmachus.

If the reader is wondering where all this is leading, it is simply this. It is true that the mystery, which we sense in our inmost being, can be approached in different ways. Yet the gift of the Eucharist to the primitive community Jesus formed was prized from the beginning. All four gospel writers, as well as Paul, tell us about it. And they each write with special reverence as they sense that here we are actually touching the mystery. Jesus, the Son of God, is inviting us to be physically part of his offering of his life and death for the world.     

14 February 2021         Sunday 6B       Lev 13:1-2, 45-46         1 Cor 10:31-11:1          Mk 1: 41-45

 

Friday 5 February 2021

THE VIRUS NEVER DIES

 

THE VIRUS NEVER DIES

La Peste, (The Plague) is a novel by Algerian writer Albert Camus, published in 1947, which describes the effect of a virus on a town, Oran, in his country. The town is real but the plague is not though its description draws on accounts of real plagues in other places in other times. The book was immediately hailed as a ground breaker for two reasons. It was seen as an allegory of the German occupation of France (1940-44) and how the people suffered and reacted. But it was also seen as a reflection on human beings in general and how they respond to the pestilence embedded in life that keeps breaking out all over the world. The most recent example is a report of the Chinese trying to eliminate the culture, language, dignity and even life of the Uighurs in their western province.

The first sign of something unusual in Oran was rats bleeding and dying in the streets. People notice it but aren’t worried and continue their normal life, leaving the authorities to clean the streets. Then there are some deaths among the population. Again it is shrugged off and causes no alarm. Finally, the death toll rises to around 500 or more a week. And then the dreaded word ‘plague’ is used for the first time. Camus describes the gradual change that come over the people. Health workers devise a response which is scientific, meticulous and generous. The doctor works twenty hours a day.

But many try to leave the town though the gates are locked and guarded to prevent the contagion spreading. The priest preaches a sermon saying the people have brought it on themselves and they must accept the suffering as a cleansing process. The bar owners are happy that people come to drink to drown their worries and frustrations.  Those who have money spend it in a luxurious life style without thought for the future. Ordinary people just wander aimlessly round the town overwhelmed by the sense of ‘illness, exile and separation’ that grips the town. Meanwhile the number of deaths rise and the authorities are more and more stretched.

Camus has no heroes and no villains. Everyone is just trying to survive. But Camus makes a quiet but earnest plea for people to face the truth.

'All I say is that on this earth there are pestilences and there are victims - and as far as possible one must refuse to be on the side of the pestilence. This may seem rather simple to you, and I don't know if it is simple, but I do know that it is true. I have heard so many arguments that nearly turn my head, and which turn enough other heads for them to consent to murder, that I understand that all the misfortunes of mankind came from not stating things in clear terms. So, I decided to speak and to act clearly ...' p 195 

 

There is one great benefit we have in our time with our own plague, Covid 19. We know the truth and can do something about it. Facts are available even though some politicians cannot resist bending the truth and presenting it in a way that suits them. This is a plague that our ancestors did not have the science to detect or treat. We do. And all the ‘stop/go’ about vaccines is only a temporary hitch.

The people of Oran lived a life of drudgery, reflected in the words of Job in this Sunday’s readings, as they waited for the pest to recede. Many today are locked up and frustrated and there are even cases of young people unable to bear the wait and taking their own lives. But Camus tells us that a pestilence is like an earthquake or a cyclone that hits us from time to time and reminds us of the underlying fragility of life. He ends his novel saying,

‘The plague bacillus never dies or vanishes completely … it waits in bedrooms, cellars, trunks and old papers, and perhaps the day will come when, for the instruction or the misfortune of mankind, the plague will rouse its rats and send them to die in some well-contented city.’

7 February 2021          Sunday 5B      Job 1:1-7         1 Cor 9:16-23              Mark 1:29-39