THROUGH
A GLASS DARKLY
The doctor’s waiting area had
four entrances. The wooden floor was old but polished. Nurses and patients came
and went, all intent, in a steady unpredictable flow. They shared a common
purpose of healing or being healed and a common humanity. They formed a
temporary community of transitory connections. Without saying so, they wished
each other well. They got on with the silent thoughts or their texting. The
atmosphere was charged with unspoken anxiety. Like waiting for exam results or
the verdict of interviews.
It was a provisional community. In
another place, at another time, they would have chatted and learnt each other’s
business. They would have broken the
silence and allow connections to develop. They would have revealed who they are
and what were their hopes.
The orchard where the tree grows is judged on the quality
of its fruit,
Similarly a person’s words betray what he feels.
So speaks Ben Sirach and he
goes on: we cannot praise a person until we hear them speak. Words are like
those daubs of paint that build up the whole picture. And they reveal whether
the picture is full of promise or threat. When Jesus came, he spoke
extraordinary words, words that penetrated the meaning of this planet. Yet they
were simple words, easy to understand, like the instructions on a medicine bottle.
‘Lose your life and you will find it.’ They were words full of hope.
Easy to understand but so hard
to learn. The Russians have invaded Ukraine. All the words they used in the
build up pronounced they are acting in self-defence. A powerful country
attacking a weaker one in self-defence? It is overwhelmingly sad. There is now
so much anger at this situation, so much pain and sadness. It forces us back to
the words of Jesus and calls us to pray. In quiet personal prayer or in public
or on the internet or whatever way. People are losing their lives and those who
remain live in fear. All because we ‘cannot lose our life – in the sense Jesus
means - and so find it.’
Can we imagine what the world
would like if we could live these words? All our doctors’ waiting rooms, sports
grounds, musical venues and theatres of war – are the raw material of our relating
to one another. There are so many opportunities to choose to reach out to
others or, on the contrary, think only of ourselves. This attack is a huge step
back for humanity. After all we have been through, we cannot see it, even ‘through
a glass darkly’.
27 February 2022